trng ytd was :/ argh i dont know. suddenly waking up and realising everything's in a mess ):
reached before 9. ran 2.4. in 21 mins. dont believe..at all. at most maybe 16-18.. and the distance's suppose to be <2.4?! wtheck. then gym. this time not that bad. but still hard luh. especially the triceps one. can lift the freaking dumb bell. 11plus..went to the pool. was looking forward to trng cos r and j werent gonna be there. did 3 sets first. got exempted from 1set cos we were punctual but still did it anyway. then the 4 of us went to do recovery while the rest did passing. omg so much more fun luh ): ws wanted to push me down immediately but obviously scared right. the last time i could do was weeks ago. then did twice by the latch. tried paddle then suddenly cannot :/ thank god j not there sia. then c could do it and i was ://// there. a will take forever cos it was her first. mp..idk. then practised a few more times and i got it! guess i needed ws to be dare. so there at least i know i wont die. lol. felt damn good when i got it. but i keep using to floor to balance myself and it is impossible to balance in the reservoir :/ and i keep having second tries. like the first time cannot then need lift the paddle to the surface again :/ ugh. i need to get this. after that slowly can liao but i think still quite unstable. then ws started pushing me. had to get 10. did 5 and j came -.- DAMN. i was like resting there then she ask if i could do it said yes. then ws say i left 5 more pushes. gave her a worried look then j started pushing me down. once i got up, push me down again. let out a little scream :/ scary ok! ass. kena push left and right continuously for like 5,6 times. then i was damn tired. like DUHH. competition at most kena push twice lor. pffftt. then she taught me hand roll. it just using your hand to push the water lor. damn hard. tried my first but j helped lift when i was half way up. then she said neh can do already lor and i was shocked?! that was so not a pass. oh and i was using her spread deck. think she dont like?? :/ i think it is much easier to fall on my right. cos got momentum to go one round. but i still take very long. hand need to push twice before coming up. and paddle also take some time to find the blade and sometimes need second try. did recovery for like 1 hour plus. then did 10 laps. circular passing..which totally failed -.- touched the ball like twice only -.- zzz.
then played match. omg can die. so stressed up during the game against junior boys ): didnt like it at all sigh. so s was keeper. then i got subed it..took over from her. was freaking out cos i didnt even practise keeping the whole day and i take forever to position myself ): and they said keepers play outside which should be the case cos can also sprint back to keep. but they suddenly ask me play driver and i was like what the hell?! plus flabby girl here! how to push people?! cos mp can throw far shots blah blah so she should play outside. damn. then s keep asking me to hurry up go back keep. but i keep getting blocked banged by the asshole guys. can even quickly go back!!! TSK. stress sia. plus mp has stronger upper body she should be better in driving and i can assist her in scoring luh. bloody hell. IVP is like in 2months!! ): can i cry naoooo. it's seriously damn hard luhhhh. and hor join one competition get 50 seal points. just go for this ivp then quit jiu hao l. but that's such a bitch. i chose this cca and i will stick with it for 3years at least. then there was this asshole guy who kept hanging around me and the 3. so annoying knock here and there. know the rules or not?! sickening sia. also dont know why i never shout charge -_- then after that end liao lor. the whole group mood like went down. stupid j was angry cos seniors were suppose to be better than the junior boys. but wtheck la. say they shouldnt be complacent cos got us. but it's like 5v3 eh. wl lor. but the junior boys also got freshie leh. dont know la damn sian. the game plan in cp is very simple and easy cos also no place to move around. but idk la it's just damn tough.
guess what i got to do know is to train my upper body. push ups..weights. got to get some muscles before i can really improve my skills. SIGH. there's still so much more to learn. and what about my studies sia ): mid sem tests are like in 1 week time wts!
yup with that, i shall go do my tutorials. i tell you ah. so far i can only keep up with tutorials ): dont even have the energy and mood to study. that would spell SCREWED! ):